There’s a part of me that cannot, even for a second, fathom that God would create me to do life alone. Like, there’s just no way. For the person I am and the things I value and cherish in life, I don’t believe that I’ll be single for the rest of my life.

But in that same breath, I question myself.

I fall back into those insecurities, the low self-esteem, the “am I unlovable?” (even though I know it’s not true, when I am in moments of despair, those old thought patterns and belief systems start to creep back in).

I question God.

“Why is there so much death and illness happening in the world right now?”

It’s easy to get lost in the chaos of the world but it’s crucial that we take the time to press pause on the busyness of life, slow down, and take inventory of where we are and where we would like to be.

In a world where our entire lives our at the touch of our finger tips, it’s time that we learn the importance of presence, mindfulness and conscious consumption.